 We've watched the last day of may come towards the end. May's been a bad month. June will be good, and then July will come.. I'm quitting socializing websites and msn for as long as I can.
I've been having long distance runs before dinner and spending my time at night trying to be more musically inclined by picking up the guitar (I've finally bought a good one). Having this daily night routine helps. I do feel more fulfilled, and 'light' (Lol I sound like I'm on drugs).
This time exactly one year ago I'm roaming in another continent. I'm waiting patiently for the day to come again where I can fill up my backpack and leave again for another adventure.
I think sometimes each of us really get what we deserve, be it a place or situation that you're being thrown in, or even things, or people. There are bound to be lessons behind every single thing. Right down from the simplest thing that can happen in our everyday life, to life altering moments. There are things to learn from bad experience, and good ones. I met someone wise on my trip in Turkey and she taught me this which I still remember; Always learn from others' mistakes, cus it's too painful to learn from your own.
The world isn't as unfair, really. You get some that others don't, and you don't get what others do, but it's up to all of us to share. Letting go of grudges marks great beginnings to come. I'll let go of mine, starting from within my family. I want to do it for my Dad, grandma and Auntie.
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Posted at 5/31/2009 5:50:20 pm by paranoia666
